These memories I have
Will never go away
I'm certain
Even to this day
We were meant for each other
But you didn't see it
Making music for you
Even though you don't hear it
I miss those long conversations
And those dates where there was
No pretending
Trying to move on
But I can handle it
I'm stuck here reminiscing
On the women
Wishing I could go back
And show you how much I miss it
Lonely days
Lonely nights
Got me thinking
I wanna pack everything up
And go
To those places where you see
On the TV shows
I wanna get lost
And find that girl
But I have to remember
It's all temporary
Stressing over someone
Who was just a secondary
I don't ask for much
Lately I see myself not
Asking enough
This girl
Is something out of my dreams
Hope I never wake up
This girl
Motivates me
Brings a smile to my face
Even when she ain't near me
I'm attracted to consciousness
High vibrations
Soul intelligence
And that unique other worldliness
I just need to be me
Soon enough someone will
Appreciate it
No use in faking
Those dumb drunk hookups
Ain't nothing but painin'
Once I find myself
Shit will piece together
Need to find my freedom
Once I come to a point
Where I have no need
To impress anybody
My freedom will begin
And I can't wait for that day
Cutting people off
Even if it's pain
I hope you know
I did it for myself gain
I hope you know why I did it
I'm trying to find my girl
Who doesn't use me
And truly loves me
Until that day
I sit here washing the pain
Long showers
And writing all day
Dedicating this to you
Sad to the fact
I know you with another dude