Don Draper from Mad Men season 1
(You know what happiness is? Happiness is the smell of a new car. Its freedom from fear. Its a billboard on the side of the road that screams with reassurance that whatever you're doing its okay. You are okay.)

Woah woah
Woah woah
Woah woah
Woah woah
See lately Ive been losin sleep
And Ive tried counting sheep
But everything still get to me
I...I...I been in hot pursuit
Of this dream i didn't choose
I been tryna beat this game but all i do is lose
Damn
Im feeling lost and i don't know what to do
Maybe happy is a city that I'm just passing through
(elijah who)
Who am i?
Yeah i look up in the sky
And i ask myself is this life im living really even mine
I know i wish i could rewind
Just to go back and maybe smile one more time
I try to shine but they throw shade
And dirt all on my name
Maybe its because honestly we don't think the same
...
Life's a mess and its damn hard to clean
Why am i lettin all of this get to me
See, I don't believe in things that other people see
But i believe I'm not the person that i am meant to be
Woah
This weight up on my shoulders
Feels like the biggest boulder
Life's a bitch sometimes i can't wait until its over
Honestly i wish things were really different
I kinda wish that when I'd speak you would really listen
My whole life i always felt like 'somethings missin'
I'm tryna take charge man fuck the opposition
They don't want me man they just want submission
Woah, woah
My minds racing to fast to keep up
I'm tryna love myself but damn that shits tough
When is enough really gon be enough
I guess bad luck must be my only luck woah
...
Please take me back to summer sixteen
Or maybe Friday nights where I'm wearing ripped jeans
Or to the arms of the girl that i need
Because she looks so fine but even better with me
Like Tyler take me back to November
I should have gave it like all of my effort
Cuz right now man my fucking chest hurts
I want to talk to you but like How much a text worth?
I stay overthinking. That's the usual
All of this got me picking at my cuticles
Imma take one now and then two to go
I'm running through the 6 i need to slow my roll
See i could be starin at this Colorado sunrise
And still be dying to live my damn life
I feel evil but i have been baptized
Im so lost and confused
Will you tell me what to do?
Should i try to be like me or try to be like you ?
Or should i just stop and try to live in my pursuit
Of the truth
Or should i really really learn to go go and tie this noose
...
See the truth
The truth is that this is useless
But i think that I'm still gonna do it
Big facts and panic attacks
Seem to be the only thing that's holdin me back
So im really kinda done with fuckin with that
I don't really care if my shit sounds whack
This music makes me happy
Damn
Whats up with that
Mad Men season 1
(there you go Im glad we are all better now)