I remember being a younging
Couldn’t nobody tell me shit bout what I couldn’t be
I knew I was the greatest
But that’s something that they couldn’t see
Raised up in the trenches ain’t no way in hell you couldn’t beef
Survival of the fittest it’s a choppa storm You shouldn’t sleep
God why you make me grow up in the ghetto
Why you make my daddy die before I reached the age of 3
Why you put that burden on me that’s some shit that I can’t let go
Why you ain't lead him to good why you ain't get him out these streets
God Why I had to suffer
What I do up in my past life
I know I shouldn’t bе asking this
But look that’s my dad right
My heart is still in pieces
I got walking dеpression
Meaning I smile like nothings wrong
But it can kill if I let it
They think I’m cold
But I think they don’t understand me
Took away my love now I’m permanently scarred
I’m out in my public big smile
Big proud of myself
But I get home late at night and I just cry in the dark
I met a special somebody
And he treat me like a Queen
Every night I crawl in bed
He be sneaking in my dreams
He do me right flood with me love
And yes he’s more than a friend
Now we in court he caught a bid
Damn here we go again
Heart broken
Pieces shattered
They asking why I won’t leave his side
Cuz he matter
He told me go on with my life
This too much pain
But how I could I leave you
When you the one that keep me sane
Mentally I’m exhausted
Emotionally I’m depressed
Physically I could be better
But financially I’m blessed
I be thinking all this shit that I go through
Is just a test
Or maybe just to strengthen me
To thrive to be the best
That’s why I smash on all my enemies
Won’t let them win
Hella people want get close to me but I
Won’t let them in
Asking why I’m always alone cuz I
Just need to focus
When I’m down and feeling helpless I
Just need the ocean
I just need some time to myself
They think I’m tripping bout this industry but I got bigger problems
And besides I’m the greatest #1 at this shit
Will literally put them on a plate chew them up then I’ll swallow
Promise you this the least of my worries
I’m literally a legend like fr
The greatest the hardest the goat
I promise I will die up on that hill
So fuck with it Ima trench baby bitch
Ain’t backing down from nothing
I got God on my side
It’s no way I can lose
Put in work never cheated
Never asked for no favors
Just giving bars after bars it’s no way they can snooze
Big Rettà big boss big ape big dawg
Big gangsta take ya head
And you’ll get that bitch tossed
Not the 1 or the 2
So be careful when you fuck with me
Somebody told me I would never make it
And it stuck with me
I already made it tho
That’s the gag
I’m just outta here grinding chasing
The rest of my bag
They expected me to fail by now
I got em mad
They expected for my car to break down
I did the dash
Look Gods child
And I’m only tryna make God proud
Gave me strength I made something out this road
Hood baby I turned nothing into Gold
Yeah into hood yeah