Looking back it was obvious
I was trying to please a fucking narcissist
Should of known better you were dangerous
Convinced I was worthless

You kept me isolated
Robbed me of validation
Your venom poisoned my brain
Thought I deserved it

I didn’t wanna believe that it was you not me

You’re the worst thing that happened to me
Triggered my ptsd
I dodged a bullet when you left
I’m fucking off it

I’ll cut you out of my heart
Knife in my back left a scar
Fuck it, I’m off it, so long now, stay toxic

Master of manipulation
Twisting every situation
Now I see your gaslight fading
Thought I was crazy
I can’t help but wonder what this says about me
Am I just a glutton for punishment
Every time forgave you like an idiot
So oblivious

I tell myself that I hate you, yet I stay the night at your place
You make promises that make me weak
I tell myself that it’s over, then forgive you when I’m sober
This time I’ve got strength to leave

I didn’t wanna believe that it was you not me

You’re the worst thing that happened to me
Triggered my ptsd
I dodged a bullet when you left I’m fucking off it

I’ll cut you out of my heart
Knife in my back left a scar
Fuck it, I’m off it, so long now, stay toxic