J-Rush Music
14 YEAR OLD SPITS DEEP BARS ABOUT LIFE! (Emotional Rap)
I got a homie I know
He's got a lot on his chest
His pops lay down in a grave
His mother's been heaven sent
ANd he tries hard to forget
What happened on the night
But ever since his parents died he isn't feeling right
Hearing slams right from downstairs he know that something bout to pop
He makes a move down for the stair and then he hears a couple shots
Here's another then he stops
He doesn't make a move at all
And now he's fearing for his life, cause every one he loves is gone
Memories flooding in
He can't have them no more
He gets a tear in his eye
And then he falls to the floor
Asking god why did this happen , what comes after this
He walks into his father's room goes up and then grabs the 6
Doesn't think about it, what he gonna do with it
All he knows is that he doesn't wanna live like this
Maybe he could make some money, hit a couple licks
This ain't where the story ends this is where it begins

This is Rocky's story

So he's got a little money and he's feeling like the man now
Used to have real feelings but since that day he just can't now
And every weekend for him it's another man down
And every weekday it's another home that's ran down
And now he got a homie that goes by the name of Terrance
They been thieving on the low, if they get caught, they isn't caring
Cause what do they got to lose, they been stripped of everything
Every relative, every friend, like every diamond rings
They share feelings with each other bout how when they had it all
Had their ups, had their downs, had their rises, had their falls
But now that's over because all they do is ball
And now they selling paraphenalia, they stacking tall
One day Terrance told him how he caught a couple bodies
Told him he shot a father and somebody's mommy
Rocky don't wanna believe him but he knows it's true
He said "My mother was pregnant, do you think that's funny?"

This is Rocky's story

I was finna have a little brother
I would have him, he would have me, and we would have each other
And now It's hard for him to breathe, and so he starts to stutter
All he knows is that this Terrance dude is finna suffer
All he knows now is the past, and his breathings getting heavier
Do you think about the things I just want to say to her?
And my father who was never home because he always worked
And my sibling who was never born, you know how much that hurt
Do you know about the pain a youngin always feel inside
Do you know about the memories that make me wanna die
See you ruined my future, life, past and present
See you messed up my whole life Terrance you finna learn a lesson
See I thought you were my homie, man I thought we were a team
But you really killed my childhood and my whole family
So I will pull out my gun, finna let these bullets spring
And you gonna let it happen, you ain't finna say a thing
After that, Rocky pulled on himself
Another lost child just needed some help
After that, Rocky pulled it on himself
Another lost child, just thrown onto a shelf, ya know?