So complicated
I've been wasting all my time
Self medicated
As you drink away your pride

You said it's not my fault but I'm the one that lost it all
I thought we had this figured out
But now I [?]

You go and throw it away
How could I be so easily [?]

[Chorus]
I think I'll stick to myself for the first time
Walk with my hands at my side
Without you in my mind
Never call just to see if you're alright
I built a mountain
I can see from a new height
I can see from a new height

[?] running back to me
It's not the rain that helps me fall asleep
It's the place I built inside of a blue dream

I can't seem to find [?]
Separate the real and fake
[?] my selfish ways
Tremble my own mistakes

[Chorus]
I think I'll stick to myself for the first time
Walk with my hands at my side
Without you in my mind
Never call just to see if you're alright
I built a mountain
I can see from a new height
I can see from a new height

It's not the rain that helps me fall asleep
It's the place I built inside of a blue dream
You're holding on to things that I can't see
[?]

[Chorus]
Stick to myself for the first time
Walk with my hands at my side
Without you in my mind
Never call just to see if you're alright
I built a mountain
I can see from a new height
I can see from a new height