[Intro]
Sitting on my couch wondering what night it is
Continuing the series of existential crisis-es
Everything I touch turns to dust
I'm wondering where Midas is
Questioning what the reaper will entice us with
Next, sex, checks, or death?
I got a feeling there's no feelings left
I'm a victim to theft
Someone took my heart
But on top of that, it's falling apart

[Hook]
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?
Lately I'm fearing I'mma disappear
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?
The skies don't look so clear (x2)
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?

[Verse 1]
Will my guardian angel take the knife out my hands?
The light's flashing and the demons tryna dance
I'm staring at the ceiling wondering what I'm feeling
Is it something? Is it nothing? Am I hunting
A bigger purpose? Is it worth it?
Am I numb? Am I hurting?
Is death ignoring me or is she flirting?
I left her, but she's standing outside my room
With a scythe in hand pointing to the tomb
I'm above ground but I feel like dirt
My throat is closing up, what's worse?
Not knowing who you are, or seeing clearly?
At the rate I'm going, I should fear me
"You can push me away, but I'm still here" sincerely
My inner demons, pushing, clawing and screaming
Why do I feel this way? There's gotta be a reason

[Hook]
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?
Lately I'm fearing I'mma disappear
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?
The skies don't look so clear (x2)
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?
Why I'm here? Why I'm here?

[Verse 2]
I stare into this endless space
Been a minute since there was a smile on my face
Is my existence truly significant?
Does it all end when I'm done kicking it?
Or will I leave a legacy, a movement?
That'll spread after I'm done moving?
When I close my eyes on my final night
Will space lose its light?
Am I the stars? Are they me?
Do I have to bite the dust to retrieve clarity?
Are my connections even truly real?
Is there a reason I feel what you feel?
Did I arrive with some sort of greater purpose?
Is God with me when I'm outside of the Churches?
I've always said no when they said try this
But check it out, no high necessary for an existential crisis