I'm lost in myself

As if I was never alone all this time
As if the devil lives beside me

I blame myself for never knowing
You were destroying me all this time
And because I was near the end
The sorrow felt so divine
I blame myself for never knowing
The throne only fell because of your disguise

Nothing less than a breathless cry for help
Insanity, my gateway to hell

Can I repress all these thoughts
Can I replay every second I've lost
I've been dead all this time
Nameless beast, will I survive another night?

Nevermore
No more pain no more lies
Nevermore will I continue living a lifeless disguise
I now see the truth with my own eyes

All the sorrow, the lifeless thoughts I despised
Are staring at me in the mirror

Depression, your name couldn't be clearer

Bitter sweet taste of tomorrow
Hope tied to my neck, releasing me from sorrow

Can I repress all these thoughts
Can I replay every second I've lost
I've been dead all this time
I've been finally brought to life