[Chorus]
Cover up my past and my tendencies
Don't seem to mind that all my old friends ain't that into me
Pressure started fucking with my sanity
And lately I haven't been a big fan of me
That's okay, I'm okay
Don't wanna stay, need a break from all of it

[Verse 1]
I don't need to prove anything, I feel established
But I find myself searching for approval, hate these habits
I'm reflecting on my actions, want my friendship?
You can't have it 'cause if I let you in find out later you is acting
So fuck the likelihood of realistic hypothetical
Altering my mind but I need it 'cause it's medical
Don't trust anybody and it's your fault that I'm skeptical
Don't think I'm symmetrical, it makes me who I am

[Chorus]
Trying to cover up my past and my tendencies
Don't seem to mind that all my old friends ain't that into me
Press just started fucking with my sanity
And lately I haven't been a big fan of me
That's okay, I'm okay
I wanna stay, need a break from all of it

[Verse 2]
Certain obligations take a back seat
Conscious, feeling half clean
Sadness I've been masking
Gets way too distracting
I don't know what I've been doing lately but I do it to myself
No ones there to fucking make me, yeah
Guess I'll take responsibility for once
Guess I'll try to have some dignity for once, yeah
Guess my words should have validity for once
And consistency for once
Listen to what I've been saying

[Chorus]
I should cover up my past, hate my tendency
I don't mind that all my old friends ain't that into me
Pressure started fucking with my sanity
And lately I haven't been a big fan of me
But that's okay, I'm okay
Don't wanna stay, I need a break from all of it