[Intro]

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah....

[Verse 1]
Let me tell you why i do this shit
Tell you why i'm goin' through this shit
Tell you that i'm scared that i might never make it through this shit, Started rappin' when the people wouldn't listen but the music did, Searchin' for the approval of the kids that didn't give a shit
They always constipated
Thats why I sat at home and contemplated
Every single fuckin' way that i could make it
Out this house and out this town soon as i graduated
Fuck a degree I feel like they over-rated
What if I could write a song
What if the radio overplayed it
You could catch me on the Tele MTV screamin' mama we made it
All this drama replaced with some roads made of gold
And a single grammy nominated
I dont think they really get it
Where i could go
But i sacrifice my values
In a genre where they call women hoes and bitches, im so indifferent Never been disrespectful towards a lady
But in my music i been so different
Or maybe its cause they played me and that's just really how i feel
For real
I dont think you know how it feels
To write a check for a ring that sits in a box
Hopin' you find a girl that'll love you for what youve got
Or what youve been left with
For a weak mother fucker all this shit is a death wish
I wanna give my heart away dont wanna be messed with
So stay the fuck away if you ain't got honest intentions
I been lookin for affection not perfection
But all i find is pretentious lessons
I get left to answer these questions
I been workin' to reach ascension
I'm searchin' show me a blessin'
Before im blastin' off in search of a different dimension
And thats real

Yeah, and thats real
Hold up, im not done

[Verse 2]
Now i got this fuckin' rent that's due
A car payment but make it two
Because im still payin' for the shit
That's been dead since the engine blew
I been up since a quarter of two overthinkin' 'bout all of this
Watchin' snaps of the girl that I love out partyin'
I wonder who she with, and why ain't she with me
'Cause she say that she love me back, wait shit I got work at 3
I gotta try to get to sleep, I gotta try to find some peace
They see the smile on my face but they dont know its fake
And underneath
I wanna run away from this place and just disappear
From here
If it wasn't for my family I'd be gone
I'd head to the mountains
Take my dog, and live happily on my own
Until im gone
Yeah....