The cycle starts again and now it all depends on where I am and who is there with me
Why can't I let it be?
And I’ve been feeling weak like the apple tree in my grandmas backyard
It's all the same to me, treading with glass in my feet

I can taste the blood, the smoke in my lungs
What am I running from? I'll find out soon enough

Swimming through my thoughts again
The taste of your lips is enough to keep me homesick, so I’ll breathe in your chemicals
Reaping what I sow again, looking through the lens, I could never shake this tunnel vision
So I'll just bounce and rebound

Why did I let this happen to me?
Let my thoughts just strangle me
I just need something tangible when you're not here

And I hate the sound, the weight that my words carry out
They bring no sustenance
I just wanna be strong enough to be someone you can depend on
Why can't I just be? Why can't I let it be okay?

Losing confidence in my consciousness
Nothing's permanent when I'm losing all my friends