[Verse 1]
Nothing ever seems to go
According to the plan we set in stone
I've tried to write my own way
But every road I take leads back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You did this to me?
No, I did
And if I can't be honest with myself
I can't be honest with you

[Chorus]
But I'm losing it again
Fading in and out of consciousness
Yeah, I'm losing it again
I've dug this hole I'm buried in

[Verse 2]
I've taken my humanity
And dragged it through the mud
Built my chains, link by link
And waited for the flood

[Pre-Chorus]
You did this to me?
No, I did
If I can't be honest with myself
I can't be honest with you

[Chorus]
But I'm losing it again
Fading in and out of consciousness
Yeah, I'm losing it again
I've dug this hole I'm buried in

[Bridge]
I was a waste of your life
I was a waste of your time
Just know I'm just as much a waste of mine
A fucking waste of life, life

[Outro]
It's what I lack in honesty
That keeps me from serenity
A stolen heart and baited breath
A monster that is cold
And left alone to face its own demise
To swim and drown in broken lives
The one caged bird you couldn't keep
Has clipped its wing; can only sleep
A stormy cloud from better days
A silken fog lost in the haze
But it's what I lack in honesty
That's killed the man I want to be
Killed the man I want to be