(Hook)
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the bitch up on my shoulder, that only
Time will heal

(Verse 1)
See I really needed something to believe in
I’ve been trying but I just can’t find a reason
And all I ever do is cover up my demons
Trapped in my mind while I’m seeing people leaving

So everything I’m doing now I’m doing for myself taking all these Drugs and they never fucking help I can feel the tension while Walking in my house tried to hide the secrets that I’m finding out About


Cause no matter what I’m doing it’s just never enough
Like I know you always telling me to never give up
But I started losing faith so I’m filling my cup
See I really need your love when I’m broken and drunk

And still you try to tell me that it’s all in my head
Nowadays I’ve been feeling like I’m better off dead
Ignoring all my texts and so I’ll just lie in my bed
I’ve lost so many people I just want it to end
(Hook)

All this fucking waiting and I’m never healing shit
Devil if you’re killing me you better make it quick
I’ve been drinking henny and it’s got me feeling sick
And every time I'm doing it I promise that I'll quit

But I’ve been feeling paranoia every other second
Girl I know you Love me we just gotta stop pretending
I can tell you’re crying from The messages you sending
I need to be reminded all the shit that I’m Forgetting

Cause lately I’ve been trying to do everything that I can
I know I’m doing things that you’ll never understand
I really treated you like you were just another fan
And then again you’re not the type to give a second chance

Just know that imma be there if you’re ever at your worst
If you ever feel alone you know who you’re calling first
I hope you know I’m sorry for everything that it’s worth
We really love each other but it’s never gonna work