(Hook)
The city sings to me at night
The city sings to me at night
The city sings to me at night beyond the waves and pretty lights(x2)
(Verse 1)
Yo, too many thoughts going through my brain
I hate to say it but I'm afraid
I think about it like everyday
Taking drugs and I numb the pain
But nothings changed
All the days seem to be the same
I’ve been trying but I feel ashamed
Don't really know how to deal with fame
So I'm finding something that will make it better
I’ve been smoking to relieve the pressure
Can't be broken so I'll just forget her
Keep reminding me we're not together
Feeling lonely so I roll a swisher
I've been trying to see the bigger picture
All my exes feeling bitter
Cause I'm making money and I'm getting richer
But the high I'm getting never seems to last
And The lonely nights never seem to never pass
I know my that my life will be over fast
So remember that before you get attached
Cause another drink and I’m gonna die
Got a heavy heart and a lot of pride
I swear I do this every fucking night
It’s affecting me and I can never write
(Hook)
(Verse 2)
I lie to myself as I look in the mirror
Like you've got nothing to fear
Knowing that our love wasn’t real
I gotta be thinking about all your ideals
Telling me shit that I don't wanna hear
Doing anything just so I can feel
Constantly I'm running out of ideas
Praying I'm making the end of the year
Cause I’m living reckless and I'm never sure
I'm drunk as fuck trying to find the words
I know this shit always makes it worse but
I'm doing this so it never hurts
Yeah I'm doing this till I'm feeling numb
I know You hate the person I've become
I can't escape but I wanna run
I've been feeling feeling empty so I fill my lungs
Cause you're the only thing I really need
I know that's something that you don't believe
One day I really hope you see
Cause we know this love isn't Guaranteed
And I know that this is all temporary
Last night I don't remember any
Death is close and I'm
Never ready Just promise me you won't forget me
(Bridge)
I have longing for the day
You take me outside this place
It's just a part of me
A pretty part of me
(Hook)