[Verse 1]
I got a brain full of stress and it's all filled with pain
IV's, marijuana 'cause the smoke kills the pain
I got problems on the street and more problems in my home
Plus my mother talkin' 'bout kicking me out because I'm grown
My girl wanna leave 'cause my paper runnin' low
But I'm not trippin' on the bitch, I know they just come and go
Middle finger to the Navy and I didn't go to school
All I got in life is rappin and that don't work then I'm screwed
Lord knows I ain't perfect I'm trying to feel myself
But this stress in my head make me wanna kill myself
That's only if somebody outside don't beat me to it
Keep your bullshit advice 'cause n***a I see right through it
But I put the gun down I'm not wiggling myself
My brothers would be fucked up 'bout what I did to myself
I can't depend on nobody I got nothing for myself
So anything I want out here I go and get it myself

[Chorus]
Man I've been going through some thangs
And no nobody understands me mane
This life it can't be mane
I've been going through some thangs
And no nobody understand me that reefer come in handy
Say bruh, I've been going through some thangs
And no nobody understand me mane look like the candy mane
I've been going through some thangs
But I'm here for you if you're going through the same

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I feel like I don't have any true worth
That's sad to say but that's okay because I know the truth hurts
Man I don't know but I'm just hoping that this rap shit do work
Because the Navy ain't for me and I was bad at school work
My brain always telling me I ain't shit and I'm starting to believe it
Constantly upset because my fucking thoughts is so evil
I try to clear my head up I try to talk to some people
They tell me that I'm overthinking that's it's all for no reason
Anything is possible if you work hard you achieve it
The future looks so bright for you but I just hardly can see it
I miss my old self I wanna go back to [?2:16]
Always smilin' 'cause this type of shit is where I could [?2:18]
I talk about it 'cause this is really what's happenin'
But don't worry 'cause the old me will be back again
Ehehe, aha! I guess that's a wrap
I'll catch ya'll tomorrow I'm 'bout to nod my head back and tap

[Outro]
Man I've been going through some thangs
And no nobody understand me mane
Man I've been going thru some thangs
And no nobody understand me so reefer come in handy
Say bruh, I've been going through some thangs
And no nobody understand me mane
Man I've been going through some thangs
But I'm here for you if you're going through the same