You tried your best to raise me
But somewhere along the way
CFS had changed me
I came back completely different
From what you're used to
Always getting into trouble
Always giving you attitude
Not even dad could help me get me under control
I was just a wild child and never wanted to be home
Cause i didn't like the way my life was going yo
I never hated you, all those times I said it
I was just an angry kid, I never meant it
I couldn't for the life of me hate you to begin with
You're the only mother I have, the only mother I cherish
You always wanted me to succeed
Graduate and finish university
I couldn't do it, I was never focused, see
But I love you cause you forgive me

I love you mom, I'm sorry I turned out to be so wrong
From the idea and hope you imagined in your thoughts
I may not be everything you hoped for but believe me I try
And there's nothing else I can do but cry
Cause i know hurt you so many times
It never should have been like that
You tried to show me down a different path
But being as stubborn as I am
I couldn't ever accept that
And I'm always tryna be strong
Always tryna hold on
But there's times when I just wanna give up
And drop everything I'm doing and not give a fuck
But I look at you and I know I can't
Cause no one else is gonna have your back
I almost lost you a number of times and you're still here
Got me convinced you're invincible
But this ain't a comic this is real

I know I don't always listen to your words of wisdom
You're only tryna teach me and I always dismiss them
I've got a bad attitude, a short temper I know
But I love you, I know I don't show it enough though
It's hard for me to express my gratitude
Cause every time you say something I give you attitude
And your time is coming up from all the stress
I'm not helping at all by making my life a mess, I'm sorry...