[Intro]
Yo
This is it
The truth I'm bout to spit it
With no regret
Here we go
[Verse 1]
Where to start off so many topics to say
Been thinking about it mostly all night and day
You couldn't believe how many times I had to prey
For this day to go away like it was yesterday
Had a lot going through my brain
My heart couldn't handle the pain
From everyone be trying sayin'
You're just fine stop playin
That everything will be okay
That's what they all say
Until they realize what life brings them on a fucking trey
That's when they all go cra-
-zy enough to not do anything and be lazy
And asking me for advice but I'm over here screaming save me
It's true, everything is true
Been depressed and couldn't eat for some weeks too
Insecure about my skinniness
I don't even know what to do
Should I just sit here and do nothing
Lie about having friends again or about the fun things
I'm always sad cause I see everyone else having fun
Going out to places and even enjoying the sun
And I'm here alone in my room with no one
Having thoughts in my mind that could be a problem
Messaging different girls cause I think they're awesome
But they ignore me and leave me alone
Like every single bitch who is always on their phone
Texting everyone else but me please tell me what have I done?
[Hook]
The truth is out there, I'm just telling mine
This is my story thinking everything will be fine
This is a message to everyone that I'm not alright
Realize that my life is the worst at this time (2x)
[Verse 2]
Where to start off so many topics to say
Man I really wish I could just get away
Leave this place alone this ain't no cliche
It's not even black and white it's just grey
Back to what I was saying about not being invited
Everyone's too busy for me I just wanna be united
I hit the girls up cause I wanna hang out with them
I want to have that feeling like I'm with someone else again
But it's too late for that they all have excuses or being with a man
Even my cousins who can't make some simple plans
For me or their friends online we just gaming
Man I miss those days when we used to get together when it started raining
I miss a lot of things when we were kids
Now we're growing up and it's difficult to live like this
God, those thoughts are coming up in my head again
I'm scared to say it in person that's why I'm raping it till the end
I'm not like this
I was never like this
It all started when I broke up with my ex
Started to be depressed and being alone again
No one texted me back how should call them my friends
I don't know what the reason of this was like
I was to scared to even ask people the question why
Would I trust them with the truth or all their lies
I'll be strong to take the worst things into and say that I don't wanna die
[Hook]
The truth is out there, I'm just telling mine
This is my story thinking everything will be fine
This is a message to everyone that I'm not alright
Realize that my life is the worst at this time (2x)
[Verse 3]
Where to start off so many topics to say
Hopefully I will be happy on my birthday
But I doubt it cause everyone forgets about it
It's been 4 years in a row and I'm just sick about it
All the thoughts in my mind could become a problem
I love raping its the only way for me to solve them
And don't worry I never thought bout shooting myself in the head
I never thought about not living or being dead
Those are for crazy people who start to give up
When they begin to say that enough is enough
But I'm not the type of person who tries to stand up
But don't, they just do nothing like they're handcuffed
One more problem its about my health
I'm so skinny that I don't even know what could help
My insecurity is kicking in I'm starting to be compelled
My body's getting so thin I can't even fit in jeans with a belt
The only thing that makes me happy is listening to Eminem
He's the one to show me how to express my feelings
All his songs I love and they have powerful meanings
And I'm starting to have a voice like what he says
Makes me confident to rap it out
I guess it's the only way to get the message out
Everyone listens to music and don't think about
The things in this world that has to be
Please everyone just let me be free
[Hook]
The truth is out there, I'm just telling mine
This is my story thinking everything will be fine
This is a message to everyone that I am alright
Realize that my life is the best at this time (2x)
Yeah