[Verse 1]
I don't know how to start
If I do it then Imma start to fall down
In the underground
Can't get back up cause I'm feeling like shit now
But I need to man up and say out loud
No more hiding this needs to be said right now
Yea
I'm sorry if you're the person that I've hurt
I'm sorry that I did this so it's my turn to learn
How hard it is to make everything right
It hurts from the inside so I'll say what I've heard
From everybody else
How should I keep myself
From giving the truth to the world
With every sentence, letter and word *yeah*
I've been giving and receiving lies all day long
How can I be so wrong
Am I even wrong? Or is it the people who are listening to this song
I might go on and on to reveal more the truth, I'm not a fraud
I'm just a regular guy who doesn't know anything when I'm gone
I've been fucking up
I've been fucking up so much
I've made out with 4 different girls in the past few months
But only one of them girls just left me out of nowhere
She said things to me in the texts well I guess it's fair
Before I say those things, I want to apologize
To all the other girls that didn't work out so right
I did that to them cause I missed the adrenaline inside
I'm sorry if I made you cry please just forget about me alright?
I guess this is karma for all the girls that I left
I thought you were the one to keep me safe, instead
Pushed everyone out I guess you played with my feelings
I've made better friends with yours just put that info in your head
Is it the love we're looking for or is it the lust
Maybe we'll find out when we hold hands again or even touch
But how can this happen to me, what the fuck did I do?
I gave you my attention and affection way more than you, but
My question to you is why did you leave me?
Was it cause of my age or was it cause you didn't see me
Enough to enjoy the days together
Being in a relationship would've made things better
But you knew you were gonna leave me soon so fuck it that's whatever
You're used to this right? Is this what you fucking want?
Tell me why we did those things and not let it drop
I really thought I caught the girl that I want
But realized that all the time I had with you was starting to rot
I have all the power to forgive and for you to comprehend
It's weird to even say that you're one of my friends
Can't you see? I'm desperate on tinder scrolling rights and no lefts
I might be stuck here finding the truth over and over again
For now all I'm gonna say is that I forgive you
I forgive even the people who did me wrong too
It doesn't have to end in an argument just accept my apology
Far away from it I'll make sure to show you my legacy

[Outro]
But at the end of everything
I forgive you all
I'm sorry for doing you wrong
All I'm sharing is my love