Zerk
Dark Therapy
Verse 1:
I got women on their knees and they hoping I'm gon' be fillin' 'em
Men are on their knees and they hoping I won't be killin' 'em
People looking up to me so devoted to listening
And lately I'm feeling like I'm a God
I think there might be something, a Holy Ghost that is entering
They're kneeling right in front of me holding rosaries and the beads
You're bleeding from the cuts and I'm holding open your injuries
And sending a picture right to your squad
The heater gеtting tucked in a overcoat with the tеndency
To reach into the front and I blow a hole and I end it
Eat the beat until I'm stuffed and I'm overflowing with sentences
And maybe that's why I'm a little odd
I put my penis in the butts of these hoes and it won't be exiting
I leave it 'til it's stuck and it's swollen until they sever it
The needle sews it up and I woke up a whole new gender
Better believe it, I'm ready to get it on
Reaching for the money and going over percentages
I'm reading through the book all the notes I wrote with the pen in it
Even if you look every moment over a century
Don't think that you will ever see no one flowing so intricate
You don't even get it bitch you don't know what you're dealing with
I be focused on winning and overdosing on Ritalin
They get thrown off the edge of a motor boat to be swimming I'm
Floating over my enemies in a pond
I think I'm missing some of my chromosomes and I'm mentally depleted just enough to opening newer senses
I think about just leaving and going but never get to
Like a piece of me is stuck in a portal to new dimensions
Creatures waking up when I'm home alone in my bedroom
Put some liquor in the cup and then pour some more for the dead ones
I think I've been in love with this sort of flow for a minute
So the people that discover me call me goat when I end it
Chorus:
It ain't too easy trying to stay dodging rain drops
I look around and it's all that I see
I just do me I don't care bout what they got
Just play the music 'til I'm falling asleep
By any means is the same rules I play by
Cause slowing down ain't no option for me
So I just stay up and write songs all night long
And turn all these lights off, it's Dark Therapy

Verse 2:
I'm going in I'm bout to burst through the door
There ain't nobody bringing a dope verse anymore
I've been seeing a lot of these other people be chopping it up
But there ain't no clarity to their words anymore
I can't even listen but I been planning to get it
Right from the very beginning back from the birth of the boy
Tryna come up from nothing and I'm just stuck in the gutter damn it
I come from another planet to Earth to destroy
But I was put in this body with other human babies
I was forced into a society that I truly hated
I would try to fit in but had a problem communicating
So I became the one every person avoids
I try to cope with it by drinking another bottle
To try to kill the pain up in my brain it was coming out of
I try to do better but everyday was become harder
To scrape up another dollar I'm searching for coins
'Cause I don't get paid just, gotta look in my cup holder
I live in a place that, I gotta keep guns loaded
I really hate this, I'm feeling anxious
I never blaze shit, but got a few blunts rolled up
I need a plane trip, no I need a space ship
Ain't heard of me anyway, I ain't got any fame yet
So I gotta get up I gotta try to escape this
(Yeah) And that was when I first made a choice
And then I just stay isolated, I'm hidden for weeks
And I sit and listen to beats until it just hurts from the noise
Get a coffee to keep me up and I pour me another cup
When I'm struggling coming up with the words of my voice
But I gotta do something, I don't know how to begin it
Because I feel like a car that ain't got no battery in it
But I know I gotta get up because I have to be winning
Before I'm ending up buried down in the dirt in Detroit
Chorus:
It ain't too easy trying to stay dodging rain drops
I look around and it's all that I see
I just do me I don't care bout what they got
Just play the music 'til I'm falling asleep
By any means is the same rules I play by
Cause slowing down ain't no option for me
So I just stay up and write songs all night long
And turn all these lights off, it's Dark Therapy