[Pre Hook: MarcX]
Look I been thinking bout my worst fear
Yea, that I won't make it out of first gear
This year might be my worst year
I pray the day my mama never lay me in a hearse here
Life's appealing but I'm feelin cursed here

[Hook: Malcolm TRILL]
I swear that nightmares don't fight fair
Yea these nightmares don't fight fair
I swear that nightmares don't fight fair
Yea these nightmares don't fight fair
But I'm right there
I swear

[Verse 1: MarcX]
I'm up at night, ain't no going​ to sleep
I work at night, staying​ low when I creep
Live my life right, what I sow I'm gone reap
Don't take it light cause the flow is too deep
Say the flow is too deep
I'm drowning​ in nothing but love
I keep on counting​, you like it because
The time it take just to make it a buzz
Make no mistake, ain't no hate in my blood
Ain't no hate in my blood
I handle my business right
Channel my inner light
Shed it just like I said it
Spread it just like I read it
Don't you be so pathetic
Show you we go and get it
Mama look where I'm headed
Forgive but I don't regret it
You pray for the best in me
And I pray for destiny
So please do not question me
When you see it's stressing​ me
I see the Lord blessing me
And often wonder, will I write for long?
Before they put me under, tell me if I'm right or wrong?

[Pre Hook: MarcX]
Look I been thinkin bout my worst fear
Yea, that I won't make it out of first gear
This year might be my worst year
I pray the day my mama never lay me in a hearse here
Life's appealin but I'm feelin cursed here

[Hook: Malcolm TRILL]
I swear nightmares don't fight fair
Yea these nightmares don't fight fair
I swear nightmares don't fight fair
Yea these nightmares don't fight fair
But I'm right there
I swear

[Verse 2: Malcolm TRILL]
No longer stressing impressions
You either love it or hate it
No longer stressing investments
I'm talking money I'm making
Though at times I feel like that I deserve more
All my life had to fight this ain't my first war
When will it end only the Lord knows
Did I do it for invites to awards shows
Or did I just do this so I could get more dough
Done walked some miles in these Bordeauxs
Or is it a plan so I can support home
Either way
Do I leave this page
And start a new chapter
Cause every night
I can see the light
I'm trying to capture
Hard to call
Cause I still want to ball
Like I'm trying get my jersey in the rafters
Or like I'm serving with the Raptors
Instead of serving to a master
Cause nowadays it feels like they out here trying to enslave us
Trying to renege on what they already gave us
They'd rather watch us die and then try to grave us
But I feel like we was sent to be the saviors

[Pre Hook: MarcX]
Look I been thinkin bout my worst fear
Yea, that I won't make it out of first gear
This year might be my worst year
I pray the day my mama never lay me in a hearse here
Life's appealin but I'm feelin cursed here

[Hook: Malcolm TRILL]
I swear nightmares don't fight fair
Yea these nightmares don't fight fair
I swear nightmares don't fight fair
Yea these nightmares don't fight fair
But I'm right there
I swear