One step forward and five steps back
Ive given all ive got, and I have nothing left
But if you let go
We can be free of pain
Until the next life
Where we meet again

Through this valley all has came and left
Have yet to forgive for anything
Just trying to forget
Feel no progress
Those things you did to me
Left a monster in my head

But I haven't forgave you yet
Im still trying to forget

Falling in my shadow
Taking steps into my grave
Everywhere that i turn
Theres a stranger staring back at me
Love is shallow
My sympathies fake
I keep chasing and searching for something
Thats already dead and gone away
Fuck
All my friends are dead
Or maybe
Im just dead to them

Ill never be the one to lift my fucking head
Youll give it all you got
And get nothing in the end
Bastards and black sheep
The feeling of belonging is a long lost story
Look where optimism got me
Im just hanging by a thread
Let go
It never fucking ends
The other side of the line
With a noose around my neck
Let go

Outsiders hear me as i scream these words
When the dark is so close that you can touch
And every other way comes up too short
Believe me
I can feel your pain

I can feel
My mind starts to die
My body is rotting from inside to outside
My eyes begin to fade
I've seen some things and now I've changed
I wish i could go back and erase
But life is a debt you can never repay
I've seen some things
I wish i could erase
I've seen some things and now
I have changed