[Verse 1]
This shit right here is real just like my love why u had to fake it now u got me high u got me caught up in this bullshit why did it last for while and why did i get attached and Everything falls apart why is this tearing me to pieces like I got telekanisis travel through your mind leaving a birding I don't want u to feel bad I just want u to know that I'm hurting cause u left me broken ig some people are miss spoken I'ma stay lurkin cause I love you even if u don't give 2 fucks bout me I mean 3 but lately people be switching up on ya and you where the last person I thought of to do that shit u never kept it real I bet it was real easy for u to lie through your teeth and fake this whole thing u speak for the reaper cause u took my life not only that but u made my heart cold as ice I bled for this shit just to get stabbed in the back and be called worthless how could u leave me alone u said you would be by my side to the very end look at me now miserable because u shaped it started a new habit called drinking I get use to being used and you used me to catch an eye of another birdie u told me you weren't like that no more u never changed that's twice now about how u left me crying you lying bitch hopefully it's not too late to rebuild myself god protect me from the demons trying to get to me and forgive me for everything that I have done in the past and everything that I will do in the future I just don't want to go in the dark place is feels like being laced or tased hahah I'ma trade my eternal soul for a raise nah I'm just playing but this shit ain't working no more I'm so lost just because you cost all my love to fade away heart locked never feeling great throw away that key and never give away love again I'ma hide so I won't be hurt no more never going back to that my whole life now is sip sip and puff puff pass that's the new live love and laugh for me but hopefully I enter paradise for everything that I sacrificed in this life won't u see the pain just drain it down a drain cause i think Im going insane in my brain visions showing me the way of a better place I think I'ma be alright cause I ain't got no feelings towards u now ....... "I'm a stoner kid that smokes chronic ironic with the fluid drinking like I'm a alcoholic meditating remembering my past life so siked as a little kid happy with my family cause I was closer wit em remembering my death it was so blessed because i wasn't in pain cause i didn't die in vain n***a it happen so quick but remembering it its crazy ain't it imagine that shit I'ma be fineI'm heartbroken misspoken
Cut open. my body fading quickly cuz the cuts that I've endured
I could have went any other way in life but took the wrong maneuver
Now it's over for me as I see my own life fading
Like I said I'm cut open breathing heavy trying to keep it steady. I'm choking on the words that I have misspoken now I'm dying steady in which i thought I was so ready damn