[Verse 1: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Been 2 months since
You've been gone now
Bout to take a whole
Handful now
Walking around with
My head bowed
And I just say wow
Like I'm about to cut
Myself with this knife
Like, ow
Been 2 months since
You've been gone now
Bout to take a whole
Handful now
Walking around with
My head bowed
And I just say wow
Like I'm about to cut
Myself with this knife
Like, ow

[Chorus: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Cause I'm a
Deeply troubled man
I got a bottle
In my hand
I got bourbon
In one hand
And Xanax in the other
(In the other)

[Verse 2: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Yo, wait hold up a second
Yes, you're being beckoned
We're the voices in your head
Go out there and
Make that damn, rap bread
And yes, you're
Being threatened
Can't you see
I'm goin' on a
Killing spree

[Chorus: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Cause I'm a
Deeply troubled man
I got a bottle
In my hand
I got bourbon
In one hand
And Xanax in the other
(In the other)

[Verse 3: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Oh, come on
No one wants you here
Come on man
I need a beer
Listen to this sound you hear
As it starts
Echoing through your ear
I thought I was
Ahead of my peers
But it appears I'm not
Goodbye now

*GUNSHOT*

[Chorus: LEEJOE-da-Rapper]
Cause I'm a
Deeply troubled man
I got a bottle
In my hand