Osyris Antham
Nah. (How I Really Feel)
[Verse 1: Joyner Lucas]
With all due respect
I don't have pity for you black n***as, that's the way I feel
Screamin' "Black Lives Matter"
All the black guys rather be deadbeats than pay your bills
Yellin' "N***a this" and "N***a that"
Call everybody "N***a" and get a n***a mad
As soon as I say "N***a" then everyone react
And wanna swing at me and call me racist 'cause I ain't black

[Verse 2: Osyris Antham]
Yo with all due respect don’t give a fuck how you feel
You don't live in my crib or pay for my meals/
You got a whole lotta mouth but none of the answers
Since the fuckin Mayflower all u been is a cancer/
Don’t know shit bout me nor none of my people
It’ll never be love anytime that I see you/
You could suck my dick, mushroom in your throat
That’s for 200 years at the bottom of boats/
You wanna say n***a, do u n***a
The tax is gon be your teeth and u need those missin/
Cuz all u do is bite, gentrify and suffocate
This whole damn country is run on hate/
Triangular trade, turned into slaves, only turned free cuz of Abe/
Lincoln, i guess he’s decent, but he only did that shit for political reasons/
Only got by prayin to Jesus
The same tool yall used to keep us bleeding/
Like his palms on the cross, bloody and so messy
Yall performed abortions by usin machetes/
Strung n***as up n chased n***as down
Put a bounty on our head for escapin the town/
Killed us all at will without thinkin its wrong
And only let us live if we could sing u song/
Shuck n jive just to stay alive i don’t see a change in times
Cuz n***as wasn’t rappin we probably wouldn't be alive/
U think it’s not related, fucking amazing
I guess we gotta thank public school education/
The same places where u learned stereotypes
Like government assistance ain't used by whites/
U fuckin dickhead are u dumb?
White folks use more food stamps than us/
Yo check those numbers, word to the map
Stop watchin fox news for alternative facts/
But ur miseducation is another product of systemic racism/
Like rookie cops that always get placed in the
Thick of dangerous neighborhoods wait n***a/
Why you think he got the gun on his waist n***a?
To waste n***as, or make n***as lay in the dirt, plant drugs on em, coerce confessions and that's all in a good day of their work/
RIP Sandra Bland n Amadou Diallo, they met death in the flesh with badge and a motto/
A motto he never follows, cuz there’s an asterisk and the catch is this: if u brown skin u will be surrounded compounded with more problems of poverty, follow me/
The school systems in our neighborhoods all stay trash
Cuz every single one of em are funded by class/
So poor families send poor kids to poor schools
Funded by community taxes- all true/
To yall racists that’s quite fine, cuz that helps fund the school-to-prison pipeline/
So why help a kids light shine
When he could be fightin COs in the night time?/
Assembly line in the day time
Millions of n***as locked up for committin the same crimes/
Selling seeds n trees, n would u believe now the shit legal but they can’t leave/
Thanks Bill Clinton, thanks Ronald Reagan
What would our communities be without your changes?/
When the CIA was tryna get arms
To the contras down in Nicaragua/
They did it on the low, so they had to sell coke
So they let Escobar send it up on the boats/
N Gave it the gangbangers, red n blue flaggin
Ricky ross got hold and really got it crackin/
Shit flew fast from Compton to Manhattan
And the white politicians really all planned it/
And speakin of gangbangers, howd that happen?
The Crips popped up right after the Black Panthers/
Were broken apart by the same Central Intelligence
Yall hated how well they defended our residence/
So you all lied and claim they were terrorists
And killed Fred Hampton while he slept n***a?/
Only 21, killed for his culture
Cops circled home like vultures/
The heartbeat of my people u ain't got the pulse of
U know Nagasaki but the bombings out in Tulsa/
U ain't heard about it, but u gon learn about it
Hpw my people had to burn about it/
The past is the past is what u keep tellin me
But all these events are 20th century/
Yall study anthropology Darwin n evolution
But dissonant to what our history produces/
U fuckin stupid, or think i am
Hold on lil n***a, lemme ink my pen/
Black men & women get worse time for similar charges
Than white folks and we are targets/
Cuz prison is a business, please bare witness it
Cities get money for havin more prisoners/
That’s the context
Read up on the Prison Industrial Complex/
And it's easy to say don’t sell drugs retrospect
But in America moneys how u get respect/
And the factories bowed out with a genuflect
In the 70s so sellin was the only way to get a check/
The war on drugs was the perfect opportunity for politicians to come and divide our communities/
This was regular what they did usually
And kinda light in comparison truthfully/
Black Wall Street Tulsa Oklahoma
How many blacks died when the planes flew over?/
There was more black money than 4 or 5 Hovas
Then jealous white men decided we were closed up/
Nobody got charged, nobody went to prison
Nobody even knows i don’t expect u to listen/
Black families livin n strivin, then June 1921 n***as start dyin/
All of yall been lyin bout all of our history
Yall tore us apart ever so viciously/
Indigenous tribes all damn-near gone
My Muslim friends scared to wear traditional garb/
U say u look up to Einstein and Steve Jobs
But all i see is Weinstein and Dustin Hoffs/
Yea the single mother rate in the hood is atrocious
But yall right behind us the shit is close bruh/
70 to 56% yall hands ain't clean
Plus all the child porn with kids only 14/
How the pot callin the kettle white?
Claimin we live wrong as if you live a better life/
Had the nerve to say we only care about rapping
Black women start college more than any demographic/
To start Their careers in any field you imagine
Fuck Hogwarts that’s Black Girl Magic/
Don’t talk to me about kids wearing durags and boys in the hood with their pants all sagging/
Read Between The World And Me by Tanehesi Coates
He says how the cops killed one of his bros/
He was Howard-educated Summa Cum Laude
Dressed all sharp momma all proud n/
Still caught bout 3/5ths if a clip
For a broken tail light or some shit/
So we all kneel with the Kaepernick Fury
Fuck the flag and the shield no Cap or Nick Fury/
Ain't no Justice league when the cops come offend us
Yall kill or lock up all of our Avengers/
But my n***as can't slide still, can’t forget about the Crime Bill
Don’t forget about ur crimes Bill/
I voted for Hilary, but we ain't dumb bruh
We all peep game just playin the numbers/
She ain't peaches, but trump is worse
There’s a lot i wanna say in this fuckin verse/
I got work in the morning but im up writin
I hear Joyner's song and I didn’t like it/
That white boy was layin it on thick
Strong shit
But u ain't keep the same energy along with/
Any of the black guy’s responses
You sounded like Stacey Dash when u was on this/
I saw where u was goin tryna be impartial
But im too black to ever play that part boo/
When i see racist i need me a harpoon
Toss it right thru aim for his heart too/
Don’t let no white man call u n***a that many times then respond with I love you fuck you/
And i got white homies that real as steel
But they all tuned in and respect how I feel/
Don’t apply let if fly, u to the gals and the guys
But having understanding makes a real ally/
And I'm very down for unity n peace
But i ain't sacrificing truth not in the least/
Equity, not equality, if not the swallow me
If so then follow me/
U could say ima masochist, trust that shit
Cuz if u voted for trump u could suck my dick/
And the fact is i never explain my blackness
But that song that u dropped Joyner was lackin/
Put some bass in ur voice racists ain't your equal
We not givin out hugs, iI'd rather just sleep you/
Tap you on ur jaw, fuck all that chatter
I feel like Celie spittin in all of yall glasses /
RIP to the lives lost out in Nevada
But hat same number died every week in Savannah/
During slavery u can check the data
And oh yea n***a Black Lives Matter/