I can't take it no more
Would pretend, but can't fake it no more
Feelin like just giving up on this bullshit thing called life
I ain't playin no more
Say it so sure of myself like it's set in stone, and I've made my decision
Need prevention
But who the hell can I trust that wants to help my and listen
GODDAMN I sound so pessimistic
Try and tell myself, "Just forget it"
Can't ignore the fact life keeps kicking you while you're down though. Let's admit it
Just a misfit. The stress of this shit
Becoming too much weight on my shoulders
Actually thought I'd grow out of all this
But it only gets worse as I get older
Looking over these lyrics now and try to think of something upbeat
And I can't no matter how hard I try man. I really wanna succeed
Then life decides to throw me a curve
Another pothole I try to swerve
Losing my nerve, and wanna end this life
Cause I feel it is one that I don't deserve
Comparing my shit to those I know
It seems like everyone around me is doing fine
Bro who am I, to be so strong willed at one point thinking of suicide
This ain't me, it can't be
Understand I haven't been myself lately
Cause ever since I was a baby
My mother taught me to be strong, where can that part of my brain be?
It disappeared
Ain't scared to die no more so at least I don't live in fear
So close to the edge, looking down at the ground
Won't jump yet and gotta wonder if my end is near
How many would truly miss me?
How much time before y'all forget me?
I'm on my own until someone grabs me
And keeps me from descending, but until then
I'm stuck in this world all alone and I feel like there's no way out
Passing through time, hoping all will be fine
I'm just seeing how it's gon play out
Losing my mind, feeling so low
I seem to hit a dead end everywhere that I go
Like there's no way out
Way out, way out, way out (yeah)
No way out
I keep putting myself in tough situations
I can't seem to learn my lesson
Doctor says it could be depression
That ain't true, it's more like agression
I'm fuckin pissed off at everything that keeps happening
It's saddening, imagining that I have to be
So hard on myself, everything is a tragedy
My girlfriend left me, she can't accept me
That's because I don't look the part
Her daughter treated me like her father
That beautiful girl had stole me heart
But they're gone now, I'm moving on now
That chapter of my life has ended
Just befriended a bottle of Jack
Drinkin shots back to back to back to back
Cause it eases me and helps calm me down
As I walk around in my home
Feeling like everybody I've known is better off just leaving me alone
Honestly I don't know what to do
To fix my predicament, don't have a clue
Keep doing this music because when I do
It's the only time I don't feel blue
I guess that's some form of motivation, that dream chasing I need
That helps me to proceed, it's that hunger I got to feed
I truly hope that this shit gets poppin
That I am successful when the album's droppin
Cause if I'm floppin, well shit
Then I'm out of options, Damn!
I'm stuck in this world all alone and I feel like there's no way out
Passing through time, hoping all will be fine
I'm just seeing how it's gon play out
Losing my mind, feeling so low
I seem to hit a dead end everywhere that I go
Like there's no way out
Way out, way out, way out
No way out