[Verse 1]
I've been so fucking lazy
Lay around feeling sick as of lately
Throwing up in my bed 'cause I hate me
But, but the swvrm is whatever it makes me
It makes me
The swvrm is whatever it makes me
[Chorus]
It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me
It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up
[Verse 2]
I've been trying to hold onto
A bit of sanity 'cause I need to
But the pain in my chest
Is alive in my head
And the two seem to love one another, another
The two seem to love one another
[Chorus]
It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up
It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up
[Bridge]
My thoughts a trigger finger
My thoughts a trigger finger
My thoughts a trigger finger
My thoughts a trigger finger
[Chorus]
It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up