If I could be honest, at times I lost my focus and my sight (yeah)
Man I would run to the vomit, lost sight of the promise
And the man You're calling me to be (yeah)
I would try to walk this thing out by my own self
All this time I'm knowing I'm in need of Your help
So I leave my pride aside, all the things I have buried inside
You came in and You made my burdens light, Jesus

If I'm being honest, You were the only one who's been here from the start, yeah
You are my heart, Lord
Said if I'm being honest with You, Jesus
You give me peace inside (yeah)

Look, I would try to run away from the pain, run back to drank, run back to the vomit
I was really trynna hide, but there's only one God that really knows where my heart is
I'm feeling like everyone left, there's nobody left, my spirit is starving
Who could really understand these problems, who can relate to this hurt inside me?
Really feel guilt, this shame inside
Really feel hurt, this pain inside
Feeling like I don't ever catch no break, but I gotta seek truth
These days are timed
Look, I gotta stay diligent, seek understanding and hang with the wise
I don't understand how You working it out, but I know that You're hearing these prayers of mine
You told me I ain't ever got to work for this because You've done it all
Holy Spirit is the comforter, when the times are troubled Your love will solve
Time and agreement, I got every reason, I got to acknowledge You now
If I'm in Your honors, I'm glad that You've found me
My Father, I'm loving all of these promises now
If I'm being honest, You were the only one who's been here from the start, yeah
You are my heart, Lord
Said if I'm being honest with You, Jesus
You give me peace inside (yeah)

If I'm being honest, I stray from the promise, at times I lean on my own strength
If I can just get in Your word, apply what I heard, I know that I won't break
Pray for me that I don't stray, don't wanna start lifting my own name
They sold their soul for the industry, I'm sold out for the ministry with Your flame
Guard your heart, life flows from it
Seeping in the music, mine flows from it
He ain't really saved yet, but I claimed him, my bros coming!
Harvest time, their soul's coming
If it didn't kill you, you can grow from it
Fear and anxiety, they use to lie to me
These days I got 'em both running!
Steven said we going back to back
Some trade salvation for a platinum plaque
The moment's fun, but you don't know the Son
Let me ask you some', what's after that?
Steven said we going back to back
Plead for souls, I got a chance at that
The moment's fun cause I know the Son and it's Heaven's gates all after that


If I'm being honest, You were the only one who's been here from the start, yeah
You are my heart, Lord
Said if I'm being honest with You, Jesus
You give me peace inside (yeah)
Said If I'm being honest, You were the only one who's been here from the start, Lord
You are my heart, Lord
If I'm being honest with You, Jesus
You give me peace inside