[HOOK]
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid

[VERSE 1]
Do the bare minimum baby that be good enough
Maybe I'm not good enough for you
James is always saying do better
Be a do gooder, don't do what you dont wanna do
But I'm trapped with these roots and they climb through the roof
With their thorns in my skin and the pain from within
Imma buy herbicide next time I leave the house
But it's been about a month and I don't think I will

[BRIDGE]
Kinda funny how the world works
Never seems to work out and it gets worse
Kinda funny how the world works
Never seems to work out and it gets worse

[VERSE 2]
Drones in the sky
They all watch and they love when you cry
I been under so much pressure, struggled with depression
Climb out the rabbit hole just to get kicked back in
They all wish I could kick back
Only when I'm dead would I do that
You can chat with my skeleton if you want feedback
But I don't really think that you need that

[HOOK]
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
[VERSE]
"You should love yourself"
Yeah right, tell me more lies
Don't even need help, I'll be just fine
I remember being like sixteen with my lips blue
Thinking I'll be big soon but it's not true
And It didn't even happen, drown in my sadness
Should've learned a long time ago that I hate you
Do this do that I can't even save you

[BRIDGE]
Kinda funny how the world works
Never seems to work out and it gets worse
Kinda funny how the world works
Never seems to work out and it gets worse

[VERSE 3]
Where'd it all go wrong?
Where'd it all fall apart?
Haven't felt happy since I first picked the pen up
Chained to my phone and I can't let go
But I wanna give up and I'm too headstrong
Been so long since I haven't looked dried up
I'm on the edge of my seat ballpoint in my wrist
Let it bleed even though I don't want to
[HOOK]
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost, never been afraid

[VERSE 4]
Love that I'm touch depraved
Love that I got no brain
I just wanna leave I just wanna get away from this place
Nah, fuck that, fuck that fuck that
You can suffer all alone and you're gonna relapse
No one likes you anyways you don't need to prove that
Maybe if I kill myself then they'll all laugh
Wasn't meant for this world now run the blooper reel back