[Verse 1]
Show up late, and I think that it's over
Through the crowd as I move for the corner
On my phone, fingers scroll through the faces
25, why can't I hold a conversation?

[Pre-Chorus]
This is my party, and I'm stressed out

[Chorus]
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Turn the music down
(Whoa-oh)
I'll try to forget about the things I wish I never said
Yeah, it's hard to live here in my head
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Lights are way too bright
(Whoa-oh)
For me to talk to anybody
I'm trying to fight the feeling that I'd rather be dead
Yeah, it's hard to live here in my head

[Verse 2]
Call a cab, but it's better if I just walk
Pretty far, but it's better if I don't talk
Agoraphobia is real to me
I know you think I'm crazy, probably
No, there's no doubt
This is my party, and I'm stressed out

[Chorus]
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Turn the music down
(Whoa-oh)
I'll try to forget about the things I wish I never said
Yeah, it's hard to live here in my head
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Lights are way too bright
(Whoa-oh)
For me to talk to anybody
I'm trying to fight the feeling that I'd rather be dead
Yeah, it's hard to live here in my head

[Verse 3]
Show up late, and I think that it's over
Maybe I'll feel better when I'm older

[Chorus]
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Turn the music down
(Whoa-oh)
I'll try to forget about the things I wish I never said
Yeah, it's hard to live here in my head

[Chorus]
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Turn the music down
(Whoa-oh)
I'll try to forget about the things I wish I never said
Yeah, it's hard to live here in my head
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Lights are way too bright
(Whoa-oh)
For me to talk to anybody
I'm trying to fight the feeling that I'd rather be dead
Yeah, it's hard to live here in my head