[Intro]
I don't wanna—
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse]
My closet too big, all my shit legit
I'm back in the city, I don't wanna take pics
Ten bands in a day, what you know about this?
I ask him how he ran off with his zip
My life so rare, but this shit still suck
That's why I told 'em I don't care about shit
When I lost Gavin, that shit real hurt
I don't wanna see none of my friends in a hearse
RIP Ban, I'm still on go
I don't really speak much 'cause I'm bad with my words
I'm doin' the least, think I'm 'bout to plateau
Self destruct, I'ma make this shit worse
It's a lot of shit I made worse, it's a lot of dues I paid first
It's a lot of times I can't sleep, I look in the mirror and then I can't eat
It's a lot of times I think too much, you askin' me why I can't speak
I be tryna forget evеrything I've seen, everything you told mе
I hate lookin' for advice, but I'm tryna figure out why I'm so weak
It's a lot of shit I did then, it's a lot of shit I can't say
I be way too stressed every single second, even on my best day
I'm back in D.C., tryna get my mind right, hit up SJ
I hate tryna talk, but I'm really still lookin' for my best way
Oh my gosh, still I can't get right up off the floor
Wish I still had a life like yours, I can't no more
Wish I could show you how shit's got me so remorsed
I wish I could, I really wish that I could do better
Got tears fallin' down my Yohji sweater
She wanna walk out the door, I'll let her
Can't send a text, what the fuck is a letter?
He bitin' my swag just to think he clever
Too many ties that I had to sever
You still wanna be cool, I'ma tell you never
I really wish that I could do better, ayy
Only nineteen, but I feel like a vet
Been in this shit since I was thirteen
I switched to Yasuyuki from the Vet
My brodie would tell me I'm livin' the dream
I'm doin' my worst, but I'm tryin' my best
If I lose my shit, I'm not tryna be mean
Tryna take care of everybody around me
I don't really give a lil' fuck about me
[Outro]
Phew, phew, phew (I don't really give a lil' fuck about me)
(I don't really give a lil' fuck about me)
(I don't really give a lil' fuck about me)
(I don't really give a lil' fuck about me)