I don't wanna play catch up
I don't want be here i just wanna back out
U keep going behind my back (oh)
But these pills won't imma chew em till i black out
So now u treat me like i'm garbage
Treat me like i'm nothing
I'll stay behind the door
I think i'm trapped in my coffin
You see me bleeding
Then u say that u need me
You're the reason
So don't act surprised when u never see me

U can go ghost on me
I think u can fuck off
Ill even pay the fee
Just so u see me run off
Don't know what u believe
I dont rlly care tho
Treat me like im empty
Im a dеcoy scarecrow
But i feel the pain
Im goin insane
I just poppеd an ox
I can feel it in my brain
Ppl never change
They all just stay the same
They wanna see me gone
I really would but i can't
I don't wanna play catch up
I don't want be here i jus wanna back out
U keep going behind my back (oh)
But these pills won't imma chew em till i black out
So now u treat me like im garbage
Treat me like im nothing
I'll stay behind the door
I think i'm trapped in my coffin
You see me bleeding
Then u say that u need me
You're the reason
So don't act surprised when u never see me