[Intro]
(Oh my gosh, it's Renzo)

[Chorus]
They wanna know just how I feel inside
Take a walk in my life, my life
The old me is dead and gone, goodbye
In the prison yard doing laps, wishing I could fly
I wish that I could fly but I can't
I wish that I could cry but I can't
Sometimes I wanna die but I can't go
Look my daughter in her eyes, I know my pain show

[Verse]
I mean I'm happy I'm alive and I'm grateful
And I could give you all I got, you still ungrateful
And I remember being hungry, now my plate full
Everybody turn their back and that was painful
Damn it, I can't understand it
I know I was dead wrong just know I ain't plan it
You know you too head strong, so am I, we clashing
I stopped poppin' Xanax, but I'm still off the planet
Percocet and lean 'cause it's helping me imagine
A place where if they love you, then they love you, n***a, that's it
All of these distractions, all these diamonds dancing
I will make this pain disappear, find new magic
Ask me how I'm doing, I'll say I'm okay
And that's the only time I lie 'cause I don't wanna say
That everything is going wrong and I don't feel the same
I sorry Ma', I know I said it wouldn't be this way
Remember I was selling dope, you found my crack cocaine
Remember when you told me take that gun up off my waist
And what I say, I told you, "No", because it's war time
Found me with that four-five
Jackboys look at me like I'm a gold mine
[Chorus]
They wanna know just how I feel inside
Take a walk in my life, my life
The old me is dead and gone, goodbye
In the prison yard doing laps wishing I could fly
I wish that I could fly but I can't
I wish that I could cry but I can't
Sometimes I wanna die but I can't go
Look my daughter in her eyes I know my pain show