I’m just not the same person i used to be

[Chorus]
Angry at myself but I'll say I'm fine (Say I'm fine)
A smile on my face but I hurt inside (Hurt inside)
I'm not feeling great, I just wanna die (Just wanna die)
When I said I loved you it was just a lie (It was just a lie)
Angry at myself but I'll say I'm fine (Say I'm fine)
A smile on my face but I hurt inside (Hurt inside)
I'm not feeling great, I just wanna die (Just wanna die)
When I said I loved you it was just a lie (It was just a lie)

[Verse]
I needed someone there, wasn't feeling great (Wasn't feeling great)
I know now I was wrong, it was a mistake (Was a mistake)
I truly hurt you bad, now I'm in the dirt (In the dirt)
Saying that you hate me, does it soothe the hurt (Soothe the hurt)
I never loved myself (Myself)
And I never asked for help (Asked for help)
I'm sorry I resent you for trying (Trying)
It's impossible to love me when I'm dying (When I'm dying)

[Bridge]
I just wanna spread love (Spread love)
But I can't even feel love (Feel love)

[Chorus]
Angry at myself but I'll say I'm fine (Say I'm fine)
A smile on my face but I hurt inside (Hurt inside)
I'm not feeling great, I just wanna die (Just wanna die)
When I said I loved you it was just a lie (It was just a lie)
[Outro]
I'm lying to myself when wake up (Wake up)
Cause I don't ever really want to wake up (Wake up)
Living in the dark that's a perfect life (Perfect life)
After all this pain, I'mma be alright (Be alright)

Yeahh, yeahhh, ayy
After all this pain, I'mma be alright