[Intro: Yeardley Smith & guardin]
Dear Log: My brother is still missing, and maybe it's my fault
Because I failed to take his abuse with good humor
I miss him so much already
That I don't know
I'm out of sight, I'm outta my
Mo' fuckin' mind, I don't know why
I even try, cannot comply
(The sweet, sweet, TRA$H)
Just getting stoned, another lonely night (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1: guardin]
I'm out of sight, I'm outta my
Mo' fuckin' mind, I don't know why
I even try, cannot comply
Just getting stoned, another lonely night
Grabbin' my aux, hop in the ride
Zero to sixty, I'm up in the sky
Puffin' that dank and we getting so high
Clouds to my left, I got you to my right
Mean muggin' in my nitro (Nitro)
Smoke gas in the back with the ice though (Ice though)
Bong rips then we kiss, feeling nice though (Nice though)
Missin' you on these lonely summer nights though (Nights though)
Fall's coming and I'm ready for the breeze
I'm just back up on my steez
Getting lost inside these trees
Bitch, please, I'ma run it like it's a hundred degrees
Gotta cool it, I'ma do it, watch the rain fall on the leaves
[Bridge: guardin & yung van]
Downpour, downpour, yeah, my throat's so fucking sore (Fucking sore)
I've been yelling all these lines about the things you've heard before
Bout the ganja, marijuana, puffin' plenty, yeah, of course (Ayy, yeah)
Rock that polo, yeah, you know though (Woah, woah, yeah)
Got ya' man up on a horse, yeah (On a horse)

[Chorus: yung van]
I'm always high, but not off the Xans
I've been depressed, they call me yung van
Feeling this pain and riding my wave
Rocking with guardin, we'll make it one day
They always say "Quit while you're ahead"
I'll never stop until I'm fucking dead
Crying all night and laughing all day
That's just my life and I like it that way

[Verse 2: yung van]
I'm feeling like shit and I love it
I gotta eat, got some cookies in my oven
Ain't nobody tell me how to feel now
If I wanna feel good, I'll go and workout

[Chorus: yung van]
Yeah, I'm always high, but not off the lean
I'm feeling depressed, I'm rocking this scene
Texting my ex, no time to flex
Rolling with guardin 'cause he is the best
They always say "Quit while you're ahead"
I'll never stop until I'm fucking dead
Crying all night and laughing all day
That's just my life and I like it that way