[Chorus: lullabyboy]
It's how it's been though
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been, yo
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been though
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been, yo
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low

[Verse 1: lullabyboy]
It's how it's been though
And I can't let it go
All these voices in my head tell me to give it up
They hit me hard, deep in the night when my mind's stuck
It's how it's been though and I can't let it go

[Verse 2: lil skele]
I can't let this go, I just thought I'd let you know
I'm so uncomfortable
Why can't you leave my head alone?
Thoughts running through my brain
It's not alright, I'll never be the same
Everything that you've been doing to me
Everything that I've been doing lately (Anxiety fills my head, destroying)
Dissociate just to avoid all the pain
Everything, [?] the same (It's always in my head, I'm not okay)
[Chorus: lullabyboy]
It's how it's been though
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been, yo
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been though
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been, yo
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low

[Verse 4: yung van]
I've been waiting all day, standing out in the rain
Watching all the cars pass like tears fall in the drain
I really wanna believe when you told me you'd stay
But that's just something you say
I know I'm not the best but without you, I'm nothing less
I've tried to leave your bed but I'm still trapped inside your web
[Chorus: lullabyboy]
It's how it's been though
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been, yo
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been though
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low
It's how it's been, yo
And I can't let go
I'm feeling numb
I always keep my head low