[Chorus: Benny]
Lately I been thinkin' about the
Sick shit that I been through, it's awful
Sometimes I just feel like a monster
Don't hold back, just go'n pop the bottle

[Verse 1: Benny]
Flashbacks, I seen my mama with that bloody nose
If he ain't hit you, why the fuck your face so bloody for?
Make it happen with a dollar at the dollar store
I know this slappin' but just listen to this shit I wrote
Flashback to that motel, ain't have shit to eat
Shit is janky, that my family put us in the streets
Now they hit me like what's happenin', like this shit is sweet
Must be attracted by the green, but shit it's broccoli beef
Still love it, gettin' money, n***a not for me
I was down to my last five, rather cop some tree
I ain't stupid, I ain't dumb, it's just the way I think
Endless nights had made me hungry, smokin' made me sleep
Let me pop this xanny, I need it
I don't feel no pain when I'm dreamin'
I'm 'bout to, I'm 'bout to

[Chorus: Benny]
Lately I been thinkin' about the
Sick shit that I been through, it's awful
Sometimes I just feel like a monster
Don't hold back, just go'n pop the bottle
[Verse 2: OMB Peezy]
Got it out the mud, this shit for real, it ain't no lie
On the run, screamin' fuck my PO, feelin' like Plies
I been goin' through some things and you can see it in my eyes
You left me in the rain, look surprised that I survived
Been thinkin' 'bout them hard times, yeah them hard times
Free Tim, they gave him ninety-nine, that's a long ride
The hottest fire on earth could never thaw this cold heart of mine
These n***as under the earth, I swear to God they be hard to find
Say have you ever seen a thug?
Look at me, bitch you lookin' at a thug, yeah
Where I'm from it's either rob or sell drugs
I was robbin', even mama knew what it was, Peezy

[Chorus: Benny]
Lately I been thinkin' about the
Sick shit that I been through, it's awful
Sometimes I just feel like a monster
Don't hold back, just go'n pop the bottle