Pillow over my head
Happy pills in my hands
Cold again, close the door
Sad december, blend forever

My emotions too intense
(?) entire in my brain
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
(?)

Time is ticking very fast

Shut up and get up
Get up out of bed
It's been a funny year
You still (?)
Let's go away

Time is ticking very fast
Time is ticking very fast

Pillow over my head
Happy pills in my hands
Cold again, close the door
Sad december, blend forever
Bluest ocean in the world
I can feel heat on my skin
(?)
(?)
(?)

Time is ticking very fast

Shut up and get up
Get up out of bed
It's been a funny year
You still (?)
Let's go away

Pillow over my head
Happy pills in my hands
Cold again, close the door
Sad december, blend forever