[Chorus]
Too many times I've been fucked over
I just hate how I feel when sober
I learn things as my mind gets older
Been one hell of a roller coaster
Too many times I've been fucked over
I just hate how I feel when sober
I learn things as my mind gets older
Been one hell of a roller coaster

[Verse]
Push me to the ground and you beat me
Baby, you made me think that you need me
Then you had to go ‘head and mislead me
After all the times I told you complete me
Loneliness is one of my demons
Life too good I think she is fiendin'
She's with me, I think that I'm dreamin'
Seems too good, turns out she's cheatin'
Money never gonna bring happiness
What the fucks happenin'
That shit is saddenin'
Then she got me thinkin' about suicide
I'm feelin' crucified
Wonderin' who am I

[Bridge]
Feel so good when I sip my drank
Feel so numb when I smoke that dank
Please take the pain away
Please take the pain away

[Chorus]
Too many times I've been fucked over
I just hate how I feel when sober
I learn things as my mind gets older
Been one hell of a roller coaster
Too many times I've been fucked over
I just hate how I feel when sober
I learn things as my mind gets older
Been one hell of a roller coaster