[Hook]
I'm stressing, they still don't see my grind
They ain't seeing the demons I had to go and fight
Is this the old me? Maybe it's just the only life that I'll ever know
This sad boy shit slowly took over mine
Maybe it's me, blood brothers have slowly died
Four days got me acting like my blower died
I'm over life, disappearing and go and hide
And sit alone and replay on our older life

[Verse 1]
I'll go fuck up my life, play with this hoe tonight
I feel alone since my bro left and my homie died
If only I tried harder I'd have my ride or die
Not weighing eye tryna shift gear like a motorbike
I swear I grew up as that chatty kid no one liked
Now these bitches wanna fuck me and it blows my mind
If I dig up this beretta as I blow my mind
I'm only seeing pictures of you and Violet just know I tried
We came up off nothing and she won't know this life
No trophy wife, ever gets what you know me like
Who was there while I sat in cells or them lonely nights
I cut myself saying fine but she just knows it's lies
Money, drugs and pussy ain't my only vice
I can preach on a beat but can't take my own advice
Mind racing, wanna get on the slow tonight
Overdose, tuck my daughter in and then close my eyes