A waste of space, wasting life, why do I try?
Sitting, staring at the wall, lost in thought
Every beautiful moment withers and dies
Every tear I shed falls from vacant eyes
Questioning my existence, what am I doing here?
Holding onto dreams and memories
So hopeless, so fucking desperate
I'm sick of screaming out for help
I'll finish this myself
But who will take my life? Will you? Will I?
Will the slow degradation of my psyche pull me under?
And if I were to die, hell would surely keep me
What am I afraid of?
What lies ahead?
Or what I leave behind?

I am lost without you
My thoughts get the better of me
I am lost without you
Will this night ever end?

Falling further in a downward spiral and bringing everyone down with me
Friends and family please forgive me
I don't know how to change

Holding onto dreams and memories
So hopeless, so fucking desperate
I'm sick of screaming out for help
I'll finish this myself