Near the mornin she be needing me
And next week she could be leaving me
And next month i could just fade away from memories
It doesn't matter anyway i should be gettin sleep
I've been overthinkin like a bitch
And its the first time i ever thought of shit
Especially when it comes to loving things
Lately I've been dreamin of a wedding ring
I've been having nightmares and petty things
Of who I really am and the pain i bring
Like is a man deserving after hurtin a bitch
And those last couple females i treated like shit
I got lipstick stains still up on my dick
And the faces still linger after leavin em quick
Had a new hoe callin every change of the month
And not one of those girls was i ever in love with

My number on the table
Hope you find it if you're able
You left your sweater in my car
You can call me if you want
I find it hard to let you go, and
I just wanna let you know, that
I need you more than anything
You know, I need you more than anything
More than the oxygen that im currently breathing
More than the people, the fake friends, and the riches
More than the dopamine, and more than the sex
Baby, im ready for next year, and the next, and the next
Ready for text
Ready for test
Ready for destiny to take its toll on us
If where I froze fall upon us
Drive over, smoothly
Like liquid, Bruce Lee

God knows that i'm a fool for ya
All the idiotic things that I would do for ya
All the stupid little things that keep from tearing apart
Like I wouldn't wanna ruin this perfect work of art
Would prefer to keep it to myself
Gritty in the dark

So toxic, (?)
I'm tryna be cautious
Worst case scenarios are making me nauseous
But I gotta have faith in us
Gotta trust in the place that is made for us, cause

My number on the table
Hope you find it if you're able
You left your sweater in my car
You can call me if you want
I find it hard to let you go, and
I just wanna let you know, that
I need you more than anything
You know, I need you more than anything