[Verse 1]
Asked her where are my pills, she says "Don't know"
The withdrawal kicks in but I don't show
She gon' fix me with Oxy, I said "No"
Ain't goin' so low
In the night it goes sideways, I might cry
I just wanna die
In my mind there's a lie that I'll be fine
If I just get high
This ain't me, I just need
Something to set me free
In my mind there's a lie that I'll be fine
If I just get high
[Chorus]
I'm scared to fall asleep
So all night I lie in bed
I'm trying not to dream
Afraid of what I'll see
I'm scared to close my eyes
'Cause I might sleep too deep
I'm terrified I won't get up
[Verse 2]
Let's invite all my demons to come in
Keep ‘em happy and close to the party
Maybe they'll take a break from haunting me
Gimme a minute (Oh, I can't fucking breathe)
I only wanna be alone
Feelin' shit in my zone
This existential crisis is my own
I'm not the only to get dragged down by my burden
It is my fault, I am to blame of that I'm certain
Play time
It's time to play hide and seek with my psychosis
Break time
There's no break time, I'm always on the run
[Chorus]
I'm scared to fall asleep
So all night I lie in bed
I'm trying not to dream
Afraid of what I'll see
I'm scared to close my eyes
'Cause I might sleep too deep
I'm terrified I won't get up
[Bridge]
My demons don't show in the day when I feel fine
It's getting too dark, shit, I think it's nearly play time
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm scared to fall asleep
So all night I lie in bed
I'm trying not to dream
Afraid of what I'll see
[Chorus]
I'm scared to fall asleep
So all night I lie in bed
I'm trying not to dream
Afraid of what I'll see
I'm scared to close my eyes
'Cause I might sleep too deep
I'm terrified I won't get up
[Outro]
I try not to dream
I try not to dream
I'm terrified I won't get up
I try not to dream
I try not to...