I was so high last night, heard you talking but couldn't reply
Something caught my eye
Pulled me closer to the other side

Is this what you wanted to crash and to burn and to learn it the hard way?
Congrats, yeah you earned it

Wish I could get it right, nothing works no matter what I try

Sometimes the last thing I need is some sunlight
But recently I'm seeing this side of 5 a.m
Way too many nights
You can't blame me
I'm not fine pretending that everything's alright
Cause this time just might be the last time
That I'll ever hear you say good night
You can't blame me

Now I'm nothing but a voice inside your head
Replaying all the memories we never had
You can't take back all the words you never said
Not everything made of gold is meant to last

Is this what you wanted to crash and burn and to learn it the hard way?
Congrats, yeah you earned it
Now I'm nothing but a ghost inside this bed
An empty room that's filled with nothing but regret

Sometimes the last thing I need is some sunlight
But recently I'm seeing this side of 5 a.m
Way too many nights
You can't blame me
I'm not fine pretending that everything's alright
Cause this time just might be the last time
That I'll ever hear you say good night
You can't blame me

I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright
I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright

If I ever said I was fine I was lying
To keep you from finding
The pills you're prescribing
You're the one who always did the deciding so why are you crying when I'm the one dying?

Sometimes the last thing I need is some sunlight
But recently I'm seeing this side of 5 a.m
Way too many nights
You can't blame me
I'm not fine pretending that everything's alright
Cause this time just might be the last time
That I'll ever hear you say good night
You can't blame me

(I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright)
(I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright)