​kittydog
SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2021 version)

[jreg sample]
(Hey doc. I've been wondering
Is it me that's sick?
Is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself
That don't fit neatly into reality?
Or should I carve a hole in the world
That only I can fit in?

And who is it that has the authority to tell me that I'm sick?
Is it you?
Or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-)

[kittydoggo]
I feel so damn proud when I'm off the addy
When I didn't take them I see others and feel saddy
Cause when I do drugs man I feel so happy
Rack the dopamine up I need it all for me

I need happiness I dont need drugs (drugs)
Dope me up until my body's numb (numb)
How come every day I feel so dumb? (dumb)
I need that dopamine in my system, (um)

Popping pills so I dont fail school
Life's a trip and I was the stool
Bump my toе on sadness pick myself up it's the cyclе
Popping pills so I dont feel shit
Call me blunt when I dont hear it
Hand me the pistol
I'm feeling a little violent

Never expressed my own anger well now I can
It's bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
And nobody in the system could give a damn
So I'm fucking up my system emptying cans

I'm saying fuck you to the system that never helped
It's "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
I know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
She's sleeping in a closet
So numb that she's in hell (ah)

Never expressed my own anger well now I can
It's bubbling all out now like on a frying pan
And nobody in the system could give a damn
So I'm fucking up my system emptying cans

I'm saying fuck you to the system that never helped
It's "break yourself just to function" and nothing else
I know they wanted to fix her, now look oh well
She's sleeping in a closet
So numb that she's in hell (ah)