I do not want to feel.ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
I wish I couldn't feel anything
I just wanna be numb. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
I do not want to feel, I do not want emotions. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
Please, take this bullshit out of me
Yeah I do not want anything, ㅤㅤㅤㅤ
I do not want anything
I do not want anything to do with human emotions
I do not want anything
I do not want anythingㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
I do not wanna care about anything that the world brings

I do not want to feel.ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
I wish I couldn’t feel anything
I just wanna be numb.ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
I do not want to feel, I do not want emotions.ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
Please, take this bullshit out of me
Yeah I do not want (I WISH I WASNT REAL) anything- ㅤ

I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT-
Just want to feel something rather than pain
I can't feel anything, I can't feel anything
My interest has been slowly sinking
Down of all weight, down of all the weight
I had hope, I really think everything will be
Don’t want any of this, just
Don't want interest, just want the pain
I say I want death, but really it really is
I don't want you dying
I want you to know how to live
I don't want to be numb
I just wanna have some attention
Over, all of my emotions
I don't want to bе numb
I just wanna have some attention
Ovеr, all of my emotions

Theres something special about the nature of feelings
It's deeply ingrained in my life it gives me meaning
I wanna let myself feel all of my emotions
Cause bottling it up inside made me feel broken
If i take medication i can be dependent
It helped me find a different viewpoint so i took it
It's been a pathway of my suffering and growing
If i can't feel then god am i even a person?
I’m gonna feel many things that i do not want to feel
But life isn’t bout what i want
Reality's what i need, oh
I do not wanna be numb
I really want to heal
I wish it was real
I will let myself feel, oh
I do not wanna be numb
I really want to heal
I wish it was real
I will let myself feel, oh
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