Too much, never feels like enough
Back to back‚ wall to wall‚ waiting for the call
Wash down every sin with another regret
Convey my loneliness
Burning at both ends‚ I'm burning at both ends
My life isn't in my hands
So cut them off instead

I don't want them
I want to be free

Never had a chance, never had a choice now
I never will again, always misconstrue the point
Was there ever a point to blame?

I always feel‚ think, drink, bleed‚ speak too much
It was never enough, no, it was never enough
Took advantage of a mindset eating mud
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a
Fuck

Never enough

Burning at both ends
I'm at the end of my rope
The bottom of the bottle
I thought held my hopes

Burning everything in sight the blood it boils beneath
The pins I invite into my skin to deflate my energy
It's a trail of pain, but I would do anything to null the war inside my brain between awkwardness and a world that couldn't relate

I was a joke
They all provoked
Forced chains, split veins
The Bible rips and sex takes its place
Let the alcohol explain the venom in my
Brain