Thorns of Christ fed to kids like candy
I  know they say mama loved me so why'd Devil get to touch me?
I  am pain I am shame I’m impatient with myself
Iwasjustastupidfuckingbrat
Narcissistic, ignorant to a better me
I  haven't been the same since she touched me
I  know it's my fault but now I’m heaving
They cleaned me with the cloth of Jesus
Covered  in cum
Greasy with regret
I don't want them to know
But I'm numb that they do
I  don't give a shit
If they gave a shit
But if they did
I might not feel so alone
It's all the same...
Dead animals in shepherds paint -
Lead a pack of morons to a morons death
I used to be like them
No more never again
They say I'm full of myself but they're full of shit
Anger is what hurt begets
I tried to forgive but I could never forget
When I went through hell I met the devil he wished me luck
Submerged in drink
Greasy, I repent
I don't want them to know
But I’m numb that they do
I don’t give a shit
If they gave a shit
And that's it
Dope sick
Sick in the head
Bitter of the son
With holes in my hands
Dope sick
Sick of the way
They made me ashamed
For habits, they introduced to control me
After all, I’m a dope, aren't I?
After all, I'm a dope