[Chorus]
Listen I wasn't alright (Yuh, huh)
I was in need of a light (Yuh, huh)
I had to battle with all of my demons
They tried to go play with my life
Was ready to skrrt-skrrt if it meant that my pain out of sight
Thoughts creepin' deep in the night
That when I sleep in the plight
I don't need that, I don't need that
I lost my soul, I need that back
I feel so cold, I can't relapse
They call you hope, I need that bad, bad, bad
[Verse 1]
I need you badder than ever (Yeah)
I used to dance with the devil (Woah)
I was so lost in the wilderness, all alone with no kind of direction
I was in my mind tryna find peace
Dealt the short hand like a time peace
In the dungeon where they used to find me
Past sins is what used to define me
I was way, way down bad
You told me I just need to ask
They say he meet me where I'm at
But I'm so afraid of my past
Lord, I need you here
I been drowning in my fears
Suffocating in the struggle
I'm screaming and feel like nobody can hear
[Pre-Chorus]
I fall on my knees like Solomon
I wonder wisdom to riches are hollow
Come fill up my heart it's been hollowed in
I've been stuck in my ways that's a shallow pit
Used to tell myself I was inadequate
But God gave me a worth I can't comprehend
I was dealing with thing that I won't admit
Changed starts when I started confessing it
Like-
[Chorus]
Listen I wasn't alright (Yuh, huh)
I was in need of a light (Yuh, huh)
I had to battle with all of my demons
They tried to go play with my life
Was ready to skrrt-skrrt if it meant that my pain out of sight
Thoughts creepin' deep in the night
That when I sleep in the plight
I don't need that, I don't need that
I lost my soul, I need that back
I feel so cold, I can't relapse
They call you hope, I need that bad, bad, bad
[Verse 2]
Wait, look I was always a rebel (Wow)
My spirit was always unsettled (Yeah)
I couldn't see I was special (Ay)
Quick to cut me down if I let you
But God got me on a different level
Shining brighter than diamonds on bezel
Clean my soul and use me as a vessel, lord
I've been through darkened times
I come from where light is hard to find
I kept you close to this heart of mine
I was so blind but you gave me sight now
I feel like Lazarus, I was dead but I'm back again
Ain't give up on me he adamant
I was lacking but grace he not slacking
The path I was on was damaging
I wanna walk in the sky with God
So I'm switching sides no Anakin
Never hesitant
[Chorus]
I remember I wasn't alright (Yuh, huh)
I was in need of a light (Yuh, huh)
I had to battle with all of my demons
They tried to go play with my life
Was ready to skrrt-skrrt if it meant that my pain out of sight
Thoughts creepin' deep in the night
That when I sleep in the plight
I don't need that, I don't need that
I lost my soul, I need that back
I feel so cold, I can't relapse
They call you hope, I need that bad, bad, bad