DizzyEight
Consumed (Riku)
Chorus (DizzyEight):
Ey, I lost my head
I can’t even tell you what’s ahead
Rather be alone, that’s why I left you on read
I feel heartless, the old me is dead
Your love what I part with, I don’t need that
Turn you to a target, put it on your back
Calling my name, but I ain’t running back
Leave you in my past, I ain’t ever coming back
Verse 1 (Time Turner):
Feel the waves crashing on me, and I’m tryna surface
Walking on the margin, wondering what is my purpose
Used and thrown away, they made me feel like I was worthless
I held this all in, but it’s growing and no longer lurking
Been through so many worlds, I don’t know what road I’m on
It’s like a part of mе is here and the othеr is gone
On the other side, I wanna know if I’ll see the dawn
But the sentence that I’m on has been prolonged
Forever chained up by my memories
Wish I could break free and move on, but they won’t let me be
Light nowhere in sight, cause it rejected me
Wish I could look ahead, but I’m afraid there’s nothing left for me
I tried to run, but there was nowhere to hide
Feeling so Consumed by the dark inside
Lost my way in the world and I’m tryna refind
But no matter what I do, I still feel Consumed
Chorus (DizzyEight):
Ey, I lost my head
I can’t even tell you what’s ahead
Rather be alone, that’s why I left you on read
I feel heartless, the old me is dead
Your love what I part with, I don’t need that
Turn you to a target, put it on your back
Calling my name, but I ain’t running back
Leave you in my past, I ain’t ever coming back
Verse 2 (Time Turner):
Been feeling this so long, it’s taking a toll
Deeds of the past, they eat away at my soul
Outside looking in, not enough to be Nobody or Heartless
But enough to still feel like I’m not whole
I never felt like the hero in my own plot
Many times, I’ve gone astray in life and wasted my shots
I wanna go the distance
But that may not be more than just a dream
So how long until it ends and I drop?
Someone help before I drown
Cause I been suffering in silence
I’d reach out for a helping hand
But no one was around
In the end, I’d only hate myself
Push everyone away, and keep my heart on lockdown
I look up to the sky and I would see nothing but clouds
I wonder, if I met my younger self, would he be proud?
I wanna believe that I am better than this strife
I just wanna line up the pieces one at a time
Chorus (DizzyEight):
Ey, I lost my head
I can’t even tell you what’s ahead
Rather be alone, that’s why I left you on read
I feel heartless, the old me is dead
Your love what I part with, I don’t need that
Turn you to a target, put it on your back
Calling my name, but I ain’t running back
Leave you in my past, I ain’t ever coming back