Dead Inside
Been through a lot
Heart became whole and this boy let it drop
I wanna die, man I fucking miss you
Can't let go of all these issues
Therapy ain't shit to me
It helped but left me in misery
It fucked me up mentally
If I leave I might not come back
Then I stopped dead in my tracks, turned around and seen that I'd leave a huge patch in my moms heart
My dads too, fuck him cos he left
But I'll say I miss you cos I do, I know that shit
Help with the rent but not selling a brick
Not flipping an ounce, can't afford to lose myself
Ay, OPPOSITION

Two boys broke my heart
Stomped on it, left me in the dark
Depression feels when I'm in pain
Tragedy but not yet insane
Moved back up, bounced back to the top, yet again another boys rock, we'll see where this is going but for now it's going smooth
(yuhyuh)
Three times tried to die, the fourth will be my last
Right now I feel alright
Just get cake die fast
Up and down the pass got lost in his eyes
Death ain't shit but a poltergeist
Cried out my eyes for the last time
You don't need to leave
Just sit and stare
Watch me rap with my greasy hair
OPPOSITION

Dead inside, I know that feeling
You sit and stare, but your soul it's killing
Said you ain't harmed but you are missing another boy that's another issue
Dead inside, my spirit dead too
Only feel alive when I am with you
Hopefully I'll overdose cos I can't go on